To AP or not to AP that is the queastion

I'm a junior in case you wanted to know. So as a junior i tend to stress about trivial yet career determining things like looking for a job, getting a good act score, studying for the AP test in five weeks, Drivers Ed and doing all the rest of the useless busywork the teachers throw at you. Right now I'm between a hard place, a really sharp toothpick, a broken zipper and pointy fork. That place is a painful place to be and I'm freaking out about how I'm going to to do drivers Ed which is at the same time as ACT prep and you need a good ACT score to get into college, but driving is essential if you want to have freinds and get a job and you  need a job so you can make money so you can go to college but that cuts way into AP and homework study time and if you don't get those done your destined for failure cuz then you have no money to go to college. Erg. High school. It stresses me out.

  So now i wonder to myself, self, should i risk failing the ap test and class or drop out now leaving more time for everything else in life. But oh wait, theres a catch, it'll show on my transcript that i gave up and what if i could have passed the test and class? And they say adulthood is full of difficult questions. And that things will get harder when I get to the real world.  I ceartanly hope not because this world is making me break out and thats as real as it needs to get

     On a lighter note, today I had my first interview. Ever. It was okay, i guess, I felt young. I was applying to a dinosaur museum and it seems like the perfect job for me since i LOVE fossils. And there was no sarcasm there, don't mock me. Also I got my glasses. I'm near sighted and farsighted in oppisite eyes and so now i can see things like normal people. YAY. Anyway I should be off, gots to worry and do all that fun stuff I was ranting on about

                                                   Have a less stressful day then me

Oh yes and that quote a couple days ago was from.. The princess bride!!!! 

New question of the day is which quote from a movie is ranked the 8th best quote in america? i'll give you a hint, this movie starred a carpenter, had many mistakes they didn't take out, and was inspired by mythology, WW2, and the Vietnam war

Different Flower by Me

Here is the first of many poems I hope to put on this loverly blog. I hope you enjoy as I go now and panic for my APUS test that is in thirty days.

P.S. please do not steale. That would make me sad. Plus it's kite flying month, who steals poetry during kite flying month?

Different flower

Feeling like a different flower

In a sea of red bouquets

Feeling like you have no power

Because no one else is this way

An outcast, you feel is all you are

Feeling too different to be with the rest

 But you’ll find your niche, you’ll go far

Where you can feel your best

Different flowers make up the world

Make up the atoms of every part

Different things come together

And there differences make it start

Inconsistences make the picture perfect

They make the unique become art

So don’t feel like you don’t belong

Just accept your differences in your heart

We are all different flowers

But we make up a beautiful bouquet

So be glad to be a different flower

The world wants you no other way

           

Of chocolate whales and the ending of lame books

Today I had a discussion with my friend on creative random things. She came up with a a blue whale made of chocolate, Whilst I on the other hand came up with rhesus monkey's pushing Donald trump off a building whilst merrily dancing around the Easter bunny who was glumly picking pencils from the nearest pine cone tree. Never play the creative game. I OWN. Also yesterday I finished Wuthering Heights, a book I have been FORCED by pain of an F grade to read twice. TWICE. I'd rather be struck by lightning twice. At least that would be more exciting than the anticlimactic ending I've had to endear. And you haven't even gotten me started on how this book was totally the ground work for Twilight. I mean, Creepy obsessive boy plus love triangle plus girl that just needs to die or flee to Sweden. I'm not particularly fond of Twilight if you haven't caught my not so subtle hints. I could go on for hours on a disliking Twilight with a passion tangent but i shall spare you. For now. In the meantime eat lots of strawberry pudding with rainbow colored pineapple straws while admiring the fish of the sea.

Your friend, Me :0)

Oh yes, and guess this quote 

" Life is pain, anyone telling you any different is selling something."

Welcome to My Blog

Well, I've done it. I promised myself I wouldn't, but here I am. I have made a blog. What has made me have this sudden change of heart? Boredom pretty much. A desire to share my writing and random thoughts that I would never actually say out loud. And a realization that probably know one will read this so what the hey. And what might this blog hold you wonder? Well, let me tell you. Poems, peculiar moments of my day, things that exasperate me, and random quotes galore. It'll be a jammed packed combination of laughs and occasionally thought provoking statements. Mind you, I did say occasionally. Well, that's all I can think of. Welcome to my blog.